Monday, December 30, 2013

heart-blind

scene
from my childhood --
laying in bed
nausea and stomach pain
a 4 day's flu
and my mother,
dressed up, pretty
in her make-up
and faux-fur coat,
feels my forehead
before she and Dad
skip out
for a night with friends

Grandma's
solid presence
notwithstanding,
I am in an awful state

heart-blind
for the first time,
I reach for the door of grace
from the inside

No comments: