she broke/before

 she broke

my heart

so I healed

hers

--

before 

I am fallen

I am

my heart

so I

healed 

hers

--

before

I am fallen

I am

two worlds

 

of course, we're in this world

where things are falling apart

where powers seek to fence us in

weed us out, trap us, trip us up

 

but that's not the only place

where we live

broad sky, deep, piercing infinite space

and deep within, we transcend the complications

 

not hiding nor denying

but watching compassionate

from the inside, reaching out and touching

and, if truth be told, transforming

the moon fell

the moon had no weight

as it fell into the ocean

not  a ripple, no disturbance

to distinguish its intrusion

from its reflection, the water

did not feel it as a burden

took in its impossible enormity

with arms open, a wide shore,

enough joy to accommodate

this and oh so much more

like puppies do

breathe like puppies do

warm and soft, gentle, wet

and free, unhurried, no worry

80% playful, 20% woeful

wanting only to please

carrying that burden continually

balance, a game you learn

with over-sized feet

you breath out, while breathing in

waits its turn

the best poems

 the best poems

have a purpose

well hidden

from the frontal lobe

a galaxy exposed

in the last few lines

mystery enshrined

in letter, rhyme

the heart -- ghost

in the machine

is the hand that parts

those clouds

that are dreams

bliss of union (my nephew's wedding)

 veiled kindnesses

from out of a hidden realm

friends and family I have never met

affirm my broken being

the dust that falls from the sculptures

I have chiseled these nearly sixty years

my deceased mother and father

join my gurus

sharing a meal at a table

where 12 disciples honor the bride

 

a young man

                    self-effacing, as the moon…

            takes her hand

the daring of love usurps the night

they dance on the rooftop in the rain

the bliss of union that is an ocean

and we, witnesses and guests

each a single drop

of the selfsame joy

Mr. ATL

wiry, old man, diminutive

with thick spectacles

shouts the specials at ATL

Atlanta airport food court, Section B

I am surprised to find him here

old friend, stately man, aged only a bit

in front of "Fresh Eats", salads and wraps

"Today is a great a day...a GREAT DAY!!"

7 years ago

he was in front of Paschal's chicken

daring us to try the mac and cheese

collard greens

on my way to Sarasota

this time, to visit my parents' grave

I am cheered to find him still at it

all Georgia hospitality, gentle resilience

single digits

on night's like this

ice pebbled on my car's windshield

shuffling to put on my gloves

brushing and scraping the glass

I am reminded that the extreme cold

is most beloved of my soul

I read once, composer John Adams

in New England, taking his dog for a walk

the wind chill, negative twenty

a cleansing and a meditation

a hard look within, dog hale and smiling

it's coming

can you feel it like you know it?

you read about it, heard it discussed

not the single digit weather

but the arrival of the ritual fires

burning the dross

cooking the bread

relinquishing the silver

from the dull ore

that has calcified around our hearts