what it has all been for

why friendships have broken my heart only to heal it again -1) because, until recently, I hadn't had friends for years and years and became a kind of social moron, and 2) because of the below...



blossoming
heart,
fire in belly,
burning through,
water flow,
fresh, free and clear,
stone at foot of mountain,
layer of rock and rubble
holding up layer
of rock and rubble,
holding up, carelessly, ceaselessly
until peak is reached.

whole Earth, bare,
rooted in ether
and swirling
rivulet streams
of golden light,
moving, living gold,
watching --

we are not alone,
this I know,
this is what it has all been for --
we are not alone.