never worried much

I never worried much
about loneliness
but it is so cold
now that I am happy
finally sober and on some road
to some kind of purpose
to my sweet spot
at my job, in my writing
it is cold, but not freezing
freezing might impel me
toward somebody
some company
but this,
this is the lethargy
of the satiated deities
with protruding bellies
inclined to arrogance
with no one
not one soul in the world
to long for